I still live dear friends, I just dont have internet access these days.
I'm only online whenever my o'almighty parents allow me on my dads computer. Hopefully, I wont be stuck like this for too long, but who knows. Dad still hasnt bought me that laptop he promised several months back, so I'm not getting to hopeful. Maybe I'll score one for Crimble? Fingers crossed.

So, first of...I AM 21 (GUNS *SHOT*) YEAR OLD NOW!
Yes sir, on the 10th I celebrated my 21 years of wasting time by...sleeping most of the day and eating homemade pizza with my fam. It wasnt all that bad, my siblings got me WALL-E and The Sword In the Stone on dvd, plus two nice little plants I can kill...erm, take care of. <3

Mum and dad got me a new camera, which is what I wanted and I made sure they knew by nagging them about it. After years of fail, it was nice to get something I actually wanted for my birthday. But then my parents started guilting me about my present, going on about how it was expensive (it wasnt really, they got the camera for a good price) and how now they didnt have as much money for bills and god knows what.

Anyway, big thank you to everyone who took the time to wish me a happy birthday. You guys made me feel so much better.

Second, it's been two days since I saw Green Day live and I still cant believe it. :legasp:

While I did enjoy the concert greatly, people were fucking crazy and had no respect for no one, which pissed me of. I was elbowed right in the face by some bitch who took my spot which was infront of the adorable Mike Dirnt, whom I have fallen completely inlove with. <3

Before I was rudely attacked and pushed back in the crowd, I got to stare right up Mike nostrils and feel like his bass was gonna hit me in the face whenever he thrusted it into the crowd to get us going. He was just...amazing, to see him in real life, not just a simple picture or a video taken by someone else, it was mindboggling and I just stared at him with my mouth open several times. (My subconscious asking him if he wants a blowjob? More likeyly then you think) As I said before, I fell completely inlove with him during my time infront of him. From the moment he came jumping out, flashing us that cute smile while he played like it was his last day on earth, I fell for this man.

I doubt Mike even noticed me, but I did make brief eyecontact with Billie, this was after I had been pushed away from Mike and found myself futher back and with more view of Billie and Tre. It was 2, maybe 4 seconds, but it was seconds in which a man I admire greatly looked me straight in the eye. It's nothing to brag about, there was a girl who was dragged up on stage and got to spend alot of time with Billie, he whispered things in her ear and hugged her and whatnot and I am happy for her, it's a night she wont forget, but the eyecontact made up everything bad that had happen to me before and during the concert.

Snuck a camera in with me ofcourse and will post pictures I've fixed up in photoshop on DA whenever I can, but till then there's the photo album on my facebook, which is open to all, i dont think you have to be a member to see it but let me know if the link doesnt work, which contains many pictures, some good and some bad:
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I met alot of really awesome people in line, they kept my faith in Green Day fans going after having been elbowed in the face, pushed, kicked and whatnot during the concert. I know I sound like I shouldnt be at a concert when I cant handle this, but I've been in fucking moshpits with people old enough to be my grandmothers mother and nothing was as bad as this. I saw fucking Foo Fighters right here in Bergen, a band which is just as popular as Green Day, and still it wasnt as bad as this. Sure, people pushed, but no one tried to take your spot and no one tried to sneak in line. I saw god damn Patti Smith, a rock legend with a status Green Day can only achive in the distant future, and still people had more respect for each other then at the Green Day concert.

But I digress, the conert was great and I fell in love with the band, with Mike and with some fans as well.

Guh, and I leave again on Friday to go to the Beatles festival. Wont be back until late Sunday/early Monday or something.

Busy month this is.

This entry has spelling mistakes and stuff, but I dont care.